todae.

ytd went to tuition.. so sian lyk siao.. pam left me behind.. *sob* guess she didnt have a chance too.. den gt 3 new ppl.. i dun realli lyk the 2 frm esss.. hais. actually today i was in realli gd mood [grins] budden someone made me so angry in the end. i was so surprise tt i did my phy homework ferr the 1st tym ytd. in phy lesson, we did experiments.. it was fun.. bt i did all alone. so sian. bt.. i dun mind lah.. in chem was so boring.. i sit alone too.. cos farahdillah didnt cum.. mr lai tok cork ferr the first 15 min.. he told us how to get out of the sch if wan to porn sch.. thru the phy lab.. actually he suggested to bring us there den oso never.. haiya.. i wanna c de lorr.. [grins] den in PE, mr owyong almost wan me killed. we did 20 push-ups as warm up b4 we took height.. i seemed to have grown shorter.. luckily ii didnt gt in the tuff club.. hees. we went up to 4th, 3rd, 2nd floor by running up n down the stairs, 30 push-ups, 20 sit ups, 10 burpiees.. almost die man.. in cme was worst.. almost bored to death.. the teacher damn lame man.. made us do the assignmnent so sian. den the guys lame me lyk siao. in a math lesson, we learnt inverse proportional.. ... in chi, mdm shi was realli angry wif us.. the class was so damn right noisy.. den can c she is REALLI angry.. never seen her so angry b4.. in emath lesson, mdm ho shouted at us.. hai.. budden it seemed tt my opinion changed abt her lorr.. cos somehow i feel tt she realli put herself in our shoes bt we didnt do it ferr her. hope tt the class wont disappoint her lorr.. den we learnt inverse proportional.. den gt e math tys and assignments to do.. i gt confused.. bt in the end it wasnt so bad.. den we have to do 4 questions den we can go hm.. tt's y when i gt so pissed off. juvone was exceptionally gd to me today.. she asked me the attendance and i told her.. she asked me how much -jw owe me too.. so shocked.. bt... it's alright lah.. happen to go c her blog.. i was so shocked.. so she was da one who told ms picca tt she was the ONE tt do the cleaning up.. i realli didnt noe lorr. great. the daddy [slut] told me tt we could all go hm and tt's y we did. it wasnt our fault. realli. i let himm jus passed byy.. dunnoe if i made the right choice anot.. maybe i'm wrong.. maybe i'm right. i dunnoe. jus dun wan animore of sadness. things have jus taken a bright start. jus hope to get good grades ferr my studies and gt into a good jc/poly and c abt those things some way down the road ba.. elaine was bullied by ivan. so angry man.

3 daes..

haiss. sch holis have jus ended and it has onli open ferr 3 days. jus 3 daes and my life is shoo terrible. on mon, the tym table changed and i didnt noe.. which is lyk oh.. shit man. i didnt bring history bk.. or rather the old tym table hab it bt i jus couldnt be bothered.. den mrs heng gib tt look to our class.. i'm so stone in the lesson.. it's lyk dunnoe how long never listen to wat she say liao lorr.. den in geo i brought the worng bk.. shld be sec 3 bk den i brought the sec 4 wan.. luckily mr chew didnt say anything. we didnt hab PE tt day.. so sad lorr.. lurbe PE to the max. i gib des dey all the presents.. den 'min say i biased.. i didnt mean it, min. i realli dunnoe de.. i last min den buy mah.. den to belle belle: i didnt find anything suitable ferr euu mah... hais. jus ytd, i saw mdm sim.. hahas. she tie her hair.. hees. she taught me ferr 1 yr den i onli see once when she was wearing her st john uniform.. den i never call her leh.. dunnoe y lah.. perphas no mood cos next period gt a math.. in the a math lesson was a great disaster man.. den she say i never call her liao.. den i so shock.. hahas. never expect her to be lyk tt lah :)) mdm ho taught the matrix once again.. which is lyk so damn boring to me.. den zaheer and shakina was dere toking toking and still toking.. at 1st was alright den she tok ferr the WHOLE 2 periods.. which is 1 FULL HOUR. i was so damn right pissed off. if she tok somemore i tink i'll burst.. next tym when we go the math rm i'll definately not sit wif her [or rather she was the one who place herself dere. she DIDNT ask kies.] den something happen in the math rm made me so so pai seh.. twin and khairul saw it and i so embarassed lyk siao.. den today i kena suan by twin lyk siao.. she keep saying abt it's tt person's b.dae.. wah lao.. jia liat lorr.. den in phy lab, i kena splashed by alcohol.. den it stinks and it's damn bloody "cooling" i go washed and washed and washed in the phy de tap.. den i attempt to skip lessons by going to the toilet ferr so long long.. bt mdm lim didnt say anything.. cos gt the new teacher.. so sian.. den ms picca oso change the sitting plan lorr... sux man.. i all surrounded by guys.. bleahx. dere r ivan, ahmad, hafiz, alvin and ting huang.. den gt no one to tok to.. i hate it alot lorr... hais sian. den somemore today dun have assembly.. so sian.. will blog again.....

biased mum..

sometyms i do feel m0m's so so biased.. u c, mom allowed mei to go chalet [if gt someone to bring her back frm dere] bt dun allow jie. wat kind of reason is tis man?? of cos, mom told dunnoe hu say if i was da wan going dere, she will allow.. i doubted.. cos no matta wat she'll bu fang xin de.. sometyms i realli dun understand wat she's tinking all abt. i'm freakish crazy in using red in my blog.. [help!!!]

xiao mei. her.

hais. i dun understand wat my xiao mei is tinking all abt.. she t0ld mummy tt she arent goin to coasta sand and it's a lie. great one. my mom doesnt wan her to go.. yet she told her tt she arent when nw the fact is SHE DID. hais. when i called her when mum is out i asked her where she was she said she's at mac.. den after tt i say "is it? realli meh?" den she say is at dte de mac.. wat can i say.. hais.. sometym i'm realli tinking hard perphas i shld forgive herr.. hais. bt i realli cant forgib wat she said.. hais.. if i'm realli given a chance to go back to the past.. i realli wanna go back to my sec 2 de.. where dere is des. ting. jun. her. ivan. and "" and lots lots.. i seemed to be leaving away frm them.. esp her. ivan and "" if leaving my post can mean being frens wif her.. i guess i'll choose to leave. maybe it meant letting ms picca down.. bt.. i realli wanna all those memories back cos we have once treasure/ cherish them. maybe she didnt. bt at least i can say is tt i did. maybe my words were strong. maybe i misunderstood her. no matta wat, i'm sry. when i accidently clicked on her email in the past.. the words realli saddened me.. [i realli keep those msgs, i realli wan to forgive euu] let's c. tinking abt ivan.. we have realli nt tok ferr a long tym. bt i jus cant forget wat his msg is. it's still inside my phone..

2e5 VS 3e3

went to des's bloggie.. actually i agreed wat she said.. i quite agree to say tt we r drifting apart to our 2e5 frens.. i feel tt it's quite sad fer her to be 'losing' confidence in her presentations.. she used to be the best speaker of our class. everybody noe tt.. well, i do sincerely hope tt euu will be back to the same des i noe- the person who is so confident in her presentations =) all da best gal. 3e3 is fun. bt i dare say it cant be compared wif how 2e5 was. perphas i'm missing out the fun i had.. doing the class noticeboard/ cleaning the class every fri wif des and mdm phua/ organising all the stuffs/ tinking of betta suggestions to improved the class. i miss all those. the fun i had wif des/ jun/ ting seems to fade.. guess we r all so busy trying to adapt wif our sec 3s. bt no matta wat memories r dere. it cannot fade de!!! tinking back.. guess our quarrels tt tym seemed so childish [oops] if i ever make euu guys sad or disappointed i jus wanna say: i'm truely sry. frm 2e5 - my current 3e3: it's realli a big step to move on.. in me, 2e5 meant- fun, slacker, anti nerds. we didnt have to work so hard. and in the past, i was quite a "math-pro" [humble] and i didnt have to study-perphas the math was easy. i dunnoe. yet when it came to 3e3 it's totally different. it's true tt the class is fun.. bt when it comes to academic.. all of them were so hiong.. they realli study lyk siao.. somethings i feel tt y mus i study so hard yet my results sux lyk hell.. perphas i'm jus nt used to the stress i'm having in this brand new class i'm having rite nw. bt frm last tym till now, i'm much more hardworking. [hee] i've made up my mind to win her in chinese. i cant lose to her. [no matta wat] i noe wat's happening and i'm quite pissed off. she didnt go thru the right way to get her marks and of cos- i look down on tt. all the ex-2e5 members seemed to be coping veri well [so unlike me] bt i feel tt our phy arent too good either.. buck up guys =)

pissed.

firstly, i jus went to c stead's blog.. i guess she meant mee and herr.. i jus wanna sae tt i wasnt dat person who was ordering her abt and secondly, my name was misue by some idiots.. if euu tink it is fun den euu go do ur business elsewhere. nt btw me and her. i was so pissed off.. at first it doesnt concerns me and after tt it does when i didnt do anithing wrong and i was diaox at and scolded. wat a joke. haha. [scarscatic] next. i was online when des was inside too. she told me abt ecy. he's a damn idiot man. how can he do tt to des?/ he doesnt fit even to be des's fren. since euu cant accept somebody's else background den dun even tok to herr. at least thru tis i understand how much i'm in her. well, at least she weighs abt in me =) wanna let euu noe i realli support euu when euu doesnt even wanna be ecy's fren. i hope (net) will wake up soon. =X next. i was fornatuate tt i didnt join choir. the world dere is so complicated.. whew/perphas i'm wif betta connections wif peiwen.. bt.. at least dere is chinhui :)) never regretted knowing herr now. at least i know other than des. jun and ting. dere is someone else tt is still wif me thru all the stuffs i'm going thru =) thx alot pal.

back.

`wheeeeeeeee~~ i'm back frm china.. hmm... i was in putian ferr 7 daes which almost killed me.. it's so damn boring lorr.. other than eat, slp, go pu xing jie [fer abt 5 times at the same place], rent VCDs [onli 3 discs] and playing wif the nail drawings [onli fer 1 dae] and tt's all. so sian rite..???? bt the stuffs there is rather cheap.. hmm.. even the currency is 5 times lesser than ours.. which mean their $1 is our 20 cents.. bt in xiamen.. it's so fun~~ we stayed in the hotel.. and we went shopping and stuffs lyk tt.. their KFC even hab egg tarts!! it's so nice to eat....... 6 fer onli RMB$20 = S$4... miss twin. des. jun. ting. stead. and lots.. too bad didnt hab the chance to go bernard's hse.. hais..

results.

hais.. jus look thru my report bk AGAIN.. hais.. my results sux lyk hell man.. L1R4 ish 20 liao lorr den L1R5 is 27.. shoo disappointed.. ms picca is right.. i didnt perform to da expectations tis yrr.. all my results drop lyk siao.. esp my A MATh.. was so shocked when i c the paper.. almost die.. got back paper den realise gt so much careless mistakes.. at least gt 9 marks more lorrr.. tis report slip mus be a WAKE UP CALL ferr me.. realli mus wake up!!! or else next yr will die till siao liao.. i swear to improve.. even the smallest and the detestable subjects (SH and PHY) and of cos to REALLI buck up for my a math [i dun ever wanna lose trust in tis], my chi [how can i fail my paper 2?? i was shoo sad.. how can how can?? i never fail chinese in my life yet now.. hais.. nt even my higher chi last tym..], my sciences- esp my chem (my betta sci) and in fact all the other subjects.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ hmm.. some1 sae i'm dao.. so wat if i'm. if u asked if it's onli to euu or to everyone, let me tell euu tis- THAT'S EUU ONLI.. i wont ever trust euu again.. ur msg shocked + saddened me alot. no matta is euu or herr msg it using ur phone, i dun care and i dun either.. i'm jus so saddened to hear tt.. seems lyk u rather side her. den be it. i dun care animore.. mee` heading china in 4 days` cant bear to leave here` i will miss euu guys`esp twin thx jun`for wat u have sae. i wont n never forget euu..

tired out.

hmm.. back frm a math lesson n frm the chem.. was so so tired out.. the am sux lots.. i totally was 1/2 awake.. sians sia.. saw wl's blog jus nw.. hmm.. i wasnt involve.. dunnoe hu da hell dare use mai name.. let me noe den the person will get it! humph. so pissed off seh.. and the someone was so so fake! who can a person who doesnt noe wl can noe who to choose.. her 1yr mei or me. hahas. so funni horr. lame. diaox. and in her blog oso gt someone who sae her bad things.. jus a sentence- if wanna link me to all da bad words den link lorr.. watever. duhx! it's so damn bloody obvious tt it's nt me. whahahahahhaha.. luckily, twinie believe =D lurbe ya lots! hope u lyk the song lao shu ai da mi =) take cares.